I recently updated my website, and as you can see, I used all of the images from my completed six-book Zodiac series for the banner. Isn’t she amazing? It may be confusing for anyone who hasn’t read the series, and doesn’t know that Joanna Archer is a superhero, and that she must don different identities to remain safe in a world that’s hunting her from all sides. But it should be clear to all that she changes a great deal through the course of the series, and that both physically and emotionally. Admittedly, it’s not a series for the faint at heart, but there are solid rewards for those who persevere to the end.

I’ve lived with the fictitious Joanna Archer inhabiting my gray matter for nearly six years now, and like her, I’ve changed a lot in that time. Those who know me say they can see me peeking between the lines of the text like some sort of overprotective stage mother, and though I am not my character – I don’t have superpowers or evil fathers or any supernatural enemies that I know of – there was no way Jo and I could essentially share the same mind and not have some parallel adventures. So this post is a recap about my journey as the author of this series over the years. It’s a small pictorial highlight reel of what I was going through while Joanna Archer was kicking ass and propelling herself to THE NEON GRAVEYARD’s explosive end.

This is THE SCENT OF SHADOWS. The cat is aptly named Tank. He was my baby before I had a baby, and what I remember most about this time is repeatedly pushing him aside, and off my lap while I drank copious amounts of iced coffee in the Vegas heat, and tried to finish my first book. He was fabulous company, and the cat in the books, Luna, was certainly inspired by his presence.

You’ll forgive the lack of photo evidence regarding THE TASTE OF NIGHT, but that book found somebody else inhabiting my lap, and I don’t remember much of it. Scent hadn’t even come out yet, and I was learning to juggle new mommyhood and full-time writing. I remember this time as being one of the most anxious-ridden, creative, fulfilling, and exhausting times of my life. And, of course, I would do it all over again in a nanosecond.

This is THE TOUCH OF TWILIGHT. By this point, my kidlet was mobile and I was getting up at 4:30 a.m. – before the house began to stir – in order to get my writing in. While getting up early is a habit I carry with me today (as is having three different drinks at hand at all times) the most important thing I learned from that time was how very much both of these careers – mommy and writing – meant to me. I wasn’t going to drop any balls.

Of course, I did drop balls … and a big glass one at that. This is after CITY OF SOULS, the book that marked a distinct S-curve in my protagonist, Joanna Archer’s, evolution, and my personal life as well. This was the hardest book to write, so I wasn’t surprised when it got the most reader reaction. The reason I have a photo of me with my girlfriends – celebrating them, actually – is because this is the moment when I knew that I was going to be okay. Friends carry you through when it feels like the world is falling apart.

As for Joanna, next up was CHEAT THE GRAVE. Jackie summed it up nicely here when the book came out: “If City of Souls was a punch in the face, Cheat the Grave is the cool compress on your swollen cheek.”

That was apropos for both my readers and me – which is why I’m including a photo of me with some of my forum readers, self-appointed VPeeps. Not everything about Joanna’s past is answered in this book, but there’s some definite closure, forgiveness, and some much needed self-acceptance too. CHEAT THE GRAVE is distinctly Joanna Archer’s journey, but writing it helped heal me … and my long-term readers were a part of that. I love mah Peeps.

And now? THE NEON GRAVEYARD. Here’s a photo of the tweetup I did in Las Vegas to launch the book.

Still more amazing readers. Now I’d wanted to use this title ever since we moved away from the sensory ones, and can’t think of a more perfect one with which to end this series. In this book, paranormal Las Vegas is at risk of becoming a wasteland. Joanna has either lost or disassembled everything she began with in THE SCENT OF SHADOWS – her family, her identity and sense of self, her reasons for moving around in the world.

Yet I’ve discovered that the silver lining to almost any loss is the resultant space in which to create something entirely new. After penning Joanna’s final ‘The End’, I lifted my head from the page and took a moment to mentally canvas the last five years. Then I thanked this strong, stubborn, malleable character for being a part of my journey … and turned to another blank page. I too have new reasons for moving through the world, and with Joanna’s story told, I’ve also the space to create something new.*

I’d love to hear about your journey these last five years. What have your experiences been in that time? And where do you hope the next five will take you? And thanks to those of you who came along on this amazing journey with Joanna and me.

*This is a whole new post, of course, but for those who don’t already know, next up is THE TAKEN, the first in my new Celestial Blues trilogy. That begins June 2012.

  • Susan Adrian

    That’s a fabulous look back, Vicki. And I remember some of those times as well!

    I’m so glad that you’ve gone through it, made it all the way to the other side, and keep going. I’d expect nothing less.

    I look forward to your next venture!

    Suze

  • Susan Adrian

    That’s a fabulous look back, Vicki. And I remember some of those times as well!

    I’m so glad that you’ve gone through it, made it all the way to the other side, and keep going. I’d expect nothing less.

    I look forward to your next venture!

    Suze

    • http://www.vickipettersson.com Vicki Pettersson

      Thanks, Suze. It’s good to see your pixels again. Best to you (in this ongoing adventure) as well!

  • Mandi

    It’s neat to read about your transformation along with the evolution of Jo.  It definitely gives a sense of where Jo came from .
    I underwent some of the same things in the past five years – Mommyhood will throw anyone for a loop and, in my book, all moms are superheroes.
    Cheers!

    • http://www.vickipettersson.com Vicki Pettersson

      I agree completely!

  • Roxanne Skelly

    Writers get to create their worlds as they wish, and that’s pretty darn superheroish if you ask me (overt reference to Neon Graveyard intended, just to prove that I just read it and enjoyed it greatly).

    Over the last ten years I’ve been working on embracing change without fear.  And in the last five, I’ve tried to do that with vigor.  After mumble-mumble years living in my left brain, my right brain has awoken and I’ve taken up bellydance, writing, art, and much more.

    Drinking from the firehose, definitely.  And it’s been great. I’m meeting cool new people (writers, dancers and artists of course).  I’m experiencing amazing things (travel to Egypt, my first sci-fi and fantasy con, performing in front of crowds of people.)

    It’s been great, and I highly recommend embracing change.  It’ll sure embrace you.

    • http://www.vickipettersson.com Vicki Pettersson

      Roxanne,
      I got the reference immediately – thank you for the careful reading. :-)
      I find I get more resistant to change as I get older – something I swore I’d never do when I was young. I suppose it’s inevitable to an extent, but I’m ever trying to push myself in big ways and small to, as you say, live with vigor.
      And “drinking from the firehose” – great way to put it!
      Congrats on all your great adventures – they sound magnificent!

  • http://profiles.google.com/tezmilleroz Tez Miller

    You and Tank are most welcome at Genre Cats http://genrecats.tumblr.com anytime :-)

    • http://www.vickipettersson.com Vicki Pettersson

      Cute!

  • Raven

    Vicki,

    It’s great to see your progression in there (as well as some familiar faces).I love the girls on the beach, all with their arms wrapped around themselves, you with your arms spread out.  LOVE.

    I can’t tell you enough how much finding this series has changed my life.

    I truly believe with all my heart that picking that book up off that shelf all those years ago has saved me.
    I know how melodramatic that may sound to those who don’t know the whole story, but when I look back now, with you, I draw parallels.
    I think of where I was then and where I am now.
    It’s terrifying.

    I escaped, Vicki. 

    I’ve grown.  Smarter, stronger, happier.  And I’m still growing.
    I thank you for every ounce of advice and inspiration you’ve given- directly and indirectly.

    You (and Jo) have shown me that I’m my own superhero.  You believed in me when I didn’t believe in myself.
    You helped me realize I had the tools if only I would use them.

    You told me once that you loved my voice and I never forgot that.  Thanks to Y.O.U., I’m using it.

    I will never go back to the weak, pathetic thing I was when I found your book, and I have you to partially thank for that.

    I’m looking forward now, done looking back.  But I’ll always love to relive your incredible Zodiac series for the endless hours of entertainment, and the occasional escape it gave me.

    Thank you, thank you, thank you.For more than you’ll ever know, thank you.

    Here’s to another incredible journey…

    • http://www.vickipettersson.com Vicki Pettersson

      Ravie,
      It’s difficult to even know how to reply to this (and perhaps I shouldn’t publicly) but *thank you*. And know that I think you’re an amazing woman, person, friend. You deserve all good things to come your way. Meeting you was one of the gifts in writing this series.
      Can’t wait to see where the rest of your journey takes you.

  • Cactuswoman

    That was a great glimpse into the creation of these ever so fun, deep and wide books. Thank you for sharing it with us. I love the pics, of course.
     
    My last 5 years..hmmm. Finding your books, and you, was such a surprise. A bit of fate? Karma? planets aligning? random happenstance? Whatever it was, I am grateful. You have been very inspiring as to what a ‘localgirl’ can do. It has been a quiet journey, but one marked by constant progress, ‘slow and steady’ as they say.

    You were perhaps the first in what has become a steady stream of encouragement.  Thanks for getting the ball rolling. LOL.
    Though we don’t get to chat as much as would be fun, I’m honored to be on your list of friends.

    My biggest change over the last 5 years might be hanging out with more girlfriends more often.  Like Joanna, I suppose, I was not very interested in the ‘girlier’ side of things. I also prided myself on my independents and self reliance, probably to a fault. :) But I guess I can say that over the last 5 years I have learned the benefits of joining with my fellow females and finding strength in their numbers, rather than weakness.  So I suppose Jo and I have that in common. I didn’t think of that till just now…no wonder I like her.

    cheers,

    Stacey

    • http://www.vickipettersson.com Vicki Pettersson

      My Vegas grrl. I’d definitely say there was some fate involved. And you had all the tools to do what you’re doing now, and then some. Encouragement is easy when the talent is already there.
      I hear you on the girlfriend thing. I was blessed to find my core group of girls in my late twenties, and now they can’t shake me. So glad you found that love. It’s incredible.

  • http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=565288429 Kerri Henrickson Eckes

    I didn’t ‘find’ your books until right before the third one came out, and that was because a friend loaned the first two to me. It took me forever to pick them up but once I did, I couldn’t stop.

    Let’s see, the last five years in a nutshell: I graduated from grad school with an MFA in painting, I got married, my mother passed away, my husband had a major illness and lost his job (he’s better and wasn’t unemployed for long, thank goodness), I worked in coffee shops while I looked for adjunct teaching positions, finally found adjunct work, moved out of the tiny town we were in and into the city, then finally got a full time teaching position. And that was just three years! The last two have been pretty stable, thank goodness. :)

    • http://www.vickipettersson.com Vicki Pettersson

      Kerri,
      Okay, I got exhausted just reading that post. LOL I think the times of stability are for resting up and rejuvenating before we hit the peak of life’s roller coaster once again. And so it goes. Thank you for sharing your journey!

  • Phedre Vert

    Man, Vicki, its interesting your character changed along with you, explains your honest gut wrenching writing. I discovered your books at #3, a friend of mine lent me hers while at university, they use your books as a part of their class for Urban Fantasy Genre (or she did or something). I didn’t know UF from PR from fantasy from an *sscrack so it was fun to find a niche that had everything I was looking for in a book. And nookie *ahem* relationship development to go with the fantastical stuff.

    Book four was heartbreaking but the way you write, I had enough faith that something good was going to come out of it. There was a cliffhanger, yes, but there was enough going on after that I knew Joanna was still her snarky, honest self.

    I think I would have been disturbed in CTG if Jo took up with Carlos  instead.

    The last five years for me?

    Becoming a mother for the second time (first:daughter, sequel:son) and losing my father to cancer (I liked that you had the villainess be a cancer sign in your book and you tromped her out quite nicely, thank you),  PPD for a while until I figured out what was going on, “Take back the road trip” – taking my kids Gypsy style bare bones cross country part of the summer because no one else would be stupid to do it, stint at teaching community college-useless because I really needed to teach the kids to think for themselves first, starting writing and enjoying it despite trotting out every clique I know, and going back to “work” PT.

    Life’s good, then it sucks and then it gets good again. But its never the same river twice.  (<- Clique alert!)

    • http://www.vickipettersson.com Vicki Pettersson

      Phedre,
      Ah, but relationships have a place in life, so why wouldn’t they have a place in one’s fiction? I wanted to show through Joanna and Carlos’ that were it a different time and circumstances, they could have had a lovely connection. They both recognized that it belonged to another time/place/life.

      And there’s nothing more life changing than parenthood – so much work, yet so much growth. Learn via teaching, all that. (I won’t go on lest other cliches poke their heads up.)

      Thank you for sharing.